When Judith Bourque applied to a course in Rishikesh, India to become a teacher of Transcendental Meditation, it was because she dreamt of being able to share her positive experiences of meditating with others. There, in the foothills of the Himalayas, at the ashram of Maharishi Mahesh Yogi, not only did she become a teacher of TM; she also became her Guru's lover. This book reveals the true story of her life experience about a relationship she promised never to divulge. "One night Maharishi came to me in a dream...what he seemed to be asking for took me by surprise. When I finally understood his message, I realised it was time to write this book."